Oh-kay. its been a while since i last opened this blog. too bad i cant write through mobile though.
friday. its been 1 1/2 weeks. im struggling with something. oh dear. not. yeah.
well i guess im kinda fickle minded right now?
i just dont get it. there's always some tiny piece of my mind that its kinda bothering me. yeah. oh yea. ouchi.
everytime i just want to let go and surrender or give up. ugh. I CANT. Because my mind is out of control. stress here, pressure there.. Gahh. Its torture dude! I havent had my sweet sleep yet. This day, I slept at my chem subject and woke up like i just came from the sauna. its strange cause everytime i dont wanna think about it, its unbelievable that signs are all over. Ugh.Guhly!
Puh-lease!!
dude. snap it out. i'll just get straight to the point.
the truth is."mada, aishiteru." i know right? it just doesnt make any sense.
WHY? WHY? WHY? BANG!
